My Holiday
Well it's my first Christmas in PA, my first Christmas without the kids, and my first Christmas in many years with my family ( such as it is). I got off work yesterday and met up with mom and Paul @ Wal-Mart, wound up not going home to get stuff, just shopping and coming right over here for the night. It's annoying not to have my clothes and things but so be it. Mom was so happy to have me home, I can't be completely sorry to not be elsewhere when I see what happiness it gives her. On the other hand....there was an incident last night involving Paul. A repeat performance sort of of something that happened when I was 18. The bottom line is I am not comfortable here, andI never will be. I love my mom with all my heart but as long as her home is with Paul it will never feel like a safe haven to me. I wish that it didn't havo be that way, but I can't change the way I feel. On a brighter note my uncle Robby's surgery was successful, they removed the tumor and sent it...