My Randomness

So Maurice has returned home. He stayed three weeks and, it was great. Having him here, felt utterly natural, I was totally at ease with him. He even managed to make friends with the people who were determined not to like him, lol! He even got a job offer from one of the bars regulars! We really didn't do ANYTHING, we stayed home watched tv, we were boring people. All the people who swore we'd fight, or thought that the chemistry wouldn't be there were totally wrong! There was chemistry, and I won't lie, I was afraid he would see me and suddenly realize he wasn't actually interested, but he was!! I know it's kind of pathetic, but I will be the first to say I have some very deeply rooted insecurities, so.... Now he"s gone and I feel totally lost. I am insecure wondering if he regrets asking me to move down there, if he just went along cause he was already here, and now is trying to figure out how to tell me he doesn't want a relationship with me after...

into Maurice's visit. The predictions of fights over Ramen noodles, or for that matter anything, have all been proven false so far. He got here, and despite my concerns over his coming in with L and mom, the ride went well. I'm both surprised and relieved. Everyone here seems to love him, which is not surprising at all, I knew that people would see what I see if they had the opportunity. It simply proves that I am always right, and people should really have more faith on me, lol!!! We haven't done anything really, between my not being able to afford to take time off work, and being broke we have mostly just stayed in. Not complaining you understand, I love being at home with him, regardless of what we're doing. He "seems" content with it as well, I certainly hope he's not bored...I do know he's been thinking about his kids, and I can sense that he misses them badly. It's the only true cloud on his visit so far, I think. Actually, mom was inte...