We can be friends and we can be lovers...can't we?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fghCxpKkUa0 I am not stupid. Really though, I'm not And yet... I am still friends with my ex, we talk on Facebook a couple of times a week on average, we Skype, and I ask about his family and the animals and just life in general down there. We talked last night, and looking at him on Skype, seeing in OUR home, while he talks about his wife and kids I hate him, and I remember falling in love with him. Our ten months play behind my eyes and I listen to him talk about things that make me want to scream with frustration because they are kinds of things we DIDN'T fight about but that we should have. The things he does that I think are stupid or aggravate the hell out of me and it's who he is and I am who I am and while I still look at him and think ,"I still want him so badly it aches." I also realize we could never work together for the rest of our lives. This thought makes me wonder how we fell in love, in some ways I see th...