My Randomness

Mother's Day just passed, and while I am happy for all the moms that got flowers, or brunch or what have you it is, for me, a painful day, that can set off a depression and I generally just pray that it passes quickly. Only one person wished me a happy Mother's Day, my sister, and it's a toss up really...I am hurt and angry that no one said anything to me, but if they had I will admit I would have been defensive and upset if they had too. The truth is I was a mother to be for a baby that wasn't to be. I delivered a corpse that day 3 years ago, Isabella never took a breath of the worlds air, never cried, laughed, cough or did anything outside of my womb, which is what attacked her and killed the only child I seem likely to ever have. However I also was an "other mother" for 10 years to my godsons, so while I feel unworthy biologically to claim a right to Mother's Day as a back up or assistant parental figure I think I earned the right.        The truth is ...

So I am a single woman and I like younger guys and apps! The perfect combination for Tinder. I downloaded it a couple months ago when I got my new phone and I check it regularly though in fairness I have yet to meet anyone on it. Now I don't know if that is me or the app but I have guidelines as to who I will send a message to and for that matter who I will respond to, so here then are my thoughts on Tinder If your pic is you in a group I will not swipe right, I don't know which one is you what if you're the weird guy? left swipe. If your pic is the silhouette swiping left ty I may not judge people on looks alone but it's Timder asshole at least take the 2 seconds to have an actual picture. If your pic is you and a girl auto swipe left, are you with a girl now? I have no clue but I don't want the possible drama thank you if there is a kid in your pic, swipe left. I am looking for a hook up I don't have kids I don't wanna know about yours thank...