Will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm 64?
Not 64 yet, but this year is 50, so I feel the song is appropriate. I'm almost old enough for a senior discount ffs. How did this happen? Or when, cause I don't feel like a senior citizen, well scratch that, my brain doesn't, nope scratch that too.....well damn, I'm old. I'm tired, I've been working since I was 14, and not at any job that was "easy", not sure that's the word, but there ya go. I've worked in customer service for most of my professional life, and it sucked. I have hated it and the pay sucks ass, BUT that's my fault. I fafo in high school so the result was my so-called career. I will say that my jobs allowed me to help support the family I created with Laura and the kids, so I'm not sorry for the choices I made, I'm just sorry I didn't provide better for that family. Now as for my body, I may be in perimenopause, or hell menopause itself, I don't know, though my obgyn doesn't feel the need for pap smears, ...